Credit....don't leave home with it

I've just received the summon letter from a bank because my overdue/miss loan payment. Actually as a student and a fellow i've just get my allowance once in three months. As well a bank procedure, one day late the bank will consider it as miss/late payment...that's happened to me..... I cannot do anything unless wait for my allowance every three months. and i have to face this problem....paying all my loan....and have to pay a high interest because of my overdue payment.....

So... my advise is in case you want to further your study...make sure you're free from any loan to any bank....or don't make too much loan..... otherwise you will end it up like me..........................
luckily my buddy can lend me their money till i get my allowance..Thanks gals I'll really appreciate what you've done...all of you are good buddies until the ends.......................................... Other wise I've to be in a court.......Thanks for saving me from it.

Well this is one of the problem that's have to be facing by phd student like me.....I Really hope that i will finished my phd as soon as possible so i can get paid monthly......

Remember this Credit.....don't leave home with it.

Management of Phd. Student

I've had an accident during my way to Kuantan on the day before Ika's UPSR result. Alhamdulillah everybody is fine....only my Wira.....had to be admitted to its hospital..... and we don't have any transportation....may be have to rent a car since don't know when my wira will be o.k. Ika's got 3A2B..well for me it's fine since at the beginning i've warned her please don't make it C if its A or B its fine with me..I don't want to push my daughter since its only UPSR and her first experience having a huge exam.... Congratulation for my beloved daughter IKA. Happy birthday to her too last 19 Nov. we ve celebrated it...

Back to the topic what i'm trying to tell is about the management of Phd. Student. What and How to manage a phd student? As an adults we should be independence but we cannot make our own decision..what kind of indipendence is that???? until now i don't know the date of my proposal depence? I'm trying to ask my group leader he asked me to ask the leader..i've asked my supervisor but did'nt answer.... and my question is unanswered..lastly my supervisor of pg's tell me what so ever you have to wait for your leader to decide and your supervisor...My supervisor seems soo busy...sometimes i don't know when i can meet her...because sometimes she didn't answer my email or sms......

What say you????
Phd student should dependent, indipendent or guided????

Thank you ALLAH

Alhamdulillah, Thank you ALLAH for giving me strength, health and idea, finishing my proposal...i'm not sure the date of my proposal presentation yet, but....may be next week since my supervisor is in Korea and will coming back to Malaysia next week......Hopefully i done well during my presentation.......Pray to ALLAH.

This coming thursday my daughter, UPSR result is reveal......Pray to Allah that she will get good result..... I will be in Kuantan until a few days before my proposal presentation....

Thanks Allah once more for all the things you've giving me.....Can't wait to be with my second daughter since this is the last week schooling, next week school holiday started......all my kids will be around me.......

proposal

I's busying preparing for my proposal after completing it i sent my first draft to my supervisor..and once more a rejection......well this is my 2nd rejection and I feel that i'm being threated as an undergrads. I'm speechless..... and have to do it all over again in BM. For me it's better since I prefer to write in BM, as a malaysia i'm proud of my language and i'm proud of U Kebangsaan M. Besides that we are lack of BM references.....feeling down again but my phd buddy Cta and Fiza give fully support, advice and have a tiny time to entertain me...thanks guys and my beloved husband...who always support me........ But this blog is still continuing in english since i want everybody from this world be able to read my blog.

All the way finishing my proposal i've a bit bad news my mother is sick and i've already saw her and hope that she is in good condition right now. hopefully that i can bring her home with me...i really miss her.....
i love you mumm......really hope that you can see me as a doctor.

Latest Activity

Well....my dear friends....right now i'm quite busy with my dm assignment plus talk and senimar that related to my research topic. This coming tuesday and wednesdayi'm going to itsim 08 workshop in KLCC. Phd. is not just doing a research but share the knowledge throughout the world...Off Course we have to share our finding to the world....and at the same time creating a rappo for our research development.....

NICE DAY

Well, it's been a long time since my last blog updated. I'm not feeling very well got a flu and fever and suddenly it's change my mood to update the blog. Alhamdulillah thanks god. i'm o.k and coming back to fill in the blog with my phd stories. This coming 21-24, my faculty is going to organize the proposal defence by sem 3 and above student. Since i'm in sem 2. i didn't participate in that activity. But for my experience i'm going to see and hear the activity at least i know how's the style of p.d and how the student defence it. I will write the experience later. I'm joining hte knowledge discovery and data mining class to enhance my level or knowledge....as my research have a very close relation to data mining. Last week my 2nd dauther ainaa call me and telling me that her friends bulliying her in the hostel. So i advice her and said if her friends do it again, i'will scold her. She told me that her friends mother always visit her during the weekend but not me....so...it's possible for me to scold her friends and defence her. Well my love sorry for not being there for you...as i've told you before be patient and try to be nice to everybody....i've really appreciate what all of you've done and sacrifice for our and my future. Sometimes frankly speaking i feel give up already because of the problem i'm facing right now...but...this problem streghtern my passion and ambition to get my Phd. soon.....

Miss U mum, please pray for my successfullness in my Phd.

As I preparing for my proposal....needs to read a lot to write the 11 pages of phd research proposal, suddenly my mind strongly remember my mum who staying with my eldest sister. I called my husband and told him that I want to meet my mum at Kelantan. So we visit her and I released my mind from "adaptive hypermedia" and enjoy chatting with my mum and spending my time with husband and my children. I think i've already feel the toppest of my thinking level and i've to release and ease my mind for a while before coming back for my adaptive hypermedia. I really enjoy seeing my mum thank god she's in the good condition. During my visit I always ask her to pray for my successfullness in my phd. As we know that mother's prayer always fullfill by ALLAH. Thank you mum for always encourage me to continue my study. How far we go how high we study...parents always be there for you...soooo....don't forget our parents without them...who we are????. from my personal view....don't ever neglected our parents until we die.

Happy 13th Anniversary, My Beloved Husband

Well today is my anniversary. Actually I forgot aboout it since i'm quite busy preparing for my proposal because i've to present it at the end of this coming June. My husband remind me about our anniversary. I didn't mean to forget...but....what inside my mind right now is my proposal, my research and my phd....as its become the foremost things in my life . I'm soo soory my beloved husband...Happy Anniversary to you and Hope that ALLAH will give us his bless to blooming this marrige forever and ever. Thanks for everything...your encourgement and support especially towards my ambition....

The 1st Rejection

Well today on 12 May 2008. I did finished my concept paper and submited it to my supervisor.....a few hour later I called her and she gave me a comment regarding my CP. I didn't see your focus yet.... She started her words....you still lost and needed a lots of reading....(reading,reading, reading that all i've done and sometime make me information explode).... that's normal for phd. student especially for the begineer like you, she continue...after that she kept on repeating what's should i do and what she expected from me.....She did mention i thought you can do it quickly....., but never mind....can you do it again "This is a magic words and like a spell, I know my CP have been rejected and i've to do it all over again..... I feel blank after a few days I keep isolate my self and just be infront the computer the whole day...luckly my nephew Eri is here and helping me looking at my children....and all i get a REJECTION..... I called my husband and he asked me to be patient and as a beginner and as a student, i've to increased my efforts. tak the first rejection as motivation and challenge....he belived that the others also have a experience of rejection. That's the process of learning. Well since everybody...ask me to take it as a challenge so ... I will do it all over again until it will impressed my supervisor..... Hope the best. ALLAH please help me until i've finished my studies.......

Happy Mother's Day

Last Monday I've received a phone call from my 2nd daughter who stay in boarding school in Pekan, Pahang. I've pick up the phone with lazy voice because i've just come back from Kuantan and the next day i had my exam. So....i feel soo tired. I've call to say Happy mother's day to you. Suddenly i've just relized that no matter what i've to be a mum and must hide my worriedness towards my studies. Then i said thank you to her with happy voice. the next day i've received a pen holder from my 3rd daughter and wish me happy mother's day. She said because i'm a student she bought it and hope that i'will use it during my studies at UKM. Than I did bring to my desk in UKM..... I feels sorry for them because sometimes i've to ignore them for a while because i have a dateline to catch like today, the whole day i kept my self in my room with my computer because i've to submit my concept paper to my supervisor this coming monday......but at a few hours i've to do my duty as their mother. Taking them to the park, cooking and talking with them. I feel like I'm a WONDER WOMEN.....do everything with the fastest time. That's the feeling of sudent mum. To all mother's out there especially student mum. I wish all of u a veryy happy mother's day.... be the best student mum ever.......

LOST.......HOPE WILL FIND IT AGAIN

WELL.... LAST WEEK AND TODAY I'VE A BLANK DAY....DON'T HAVE AN IDEA TO START WRITING...I DON'T KNOW WHY SOO SUDDENT...I CANNOT PUSH MYSELF TO START WRITING A PROPOSAL..... HOPEFULLY BY TOMORROW I WILL RECOVER AND STARTED MY PROPOSAL WRITING ...BUT I'M NOT SURE YET SINCE THIS COMING 6TH MAY I'VE AN EXAM TO SIT SO I THINK THAT I'VE TO STOP THINGKING ABOUT MY PROPOSAL AND CONCENTRATE ON MY COMING EXAM.....

Hello Old Buddy

During past years..I'm soo busy with my job, don't have a time to say hello to my old friends.
Now i can fill my tiny time to say hello to them. Please my friends do keep in touch with me.....just say hello....how are you and what are you doing right now...this will make our lovely memory during study time come alive. For those who keep quiet...don't forget our good and bad time.
We have our group mail do...keep in touch..... Congratulations for those who achive in their life being a boss. An executive, a head department and so on...do the best and all the best in our future undertaking. And don't forget to be a best mother and father ever.......

ALLAH please open my heart so that i can understand

Bismillahhirahmanirrahim....within this week i did study for my LR but...the more l read it's getting complicated. Too much information and i really don't know where to start, what to pick and i'm getting confused. Please ALLAH give me some idea so i can start my work as i've to present my proposal this coming JUNE. Means 2 months from now.......... Now I know i'ts not easy to get a doctorate and be calling Dr. (an expert I means). But InsyaAllah i will get my idea........i will work harder to make it happens........

Time Management

Time management is a most important things to PhD student especially those who have already married and have kids. Like me I'm a wife and a mother of 6 children. I've to schedule my study time and family time. Sometime I've to sacrifice both to satisfy both (Know what i means?)

I've to move from Kuantan to Bangi, so I can give a fully attention to my study and I've to left my 2 daughters who in a boarding school at Pekan. So every 2 weeks I've to see them and pampered them during that time. Some times I've to stop reading and playing with my 1 years old son as he doesn't understand what's his mum doing with all the books around.

I really hope that i will get my PhD, with a good time management and a good support from my family and friends. Thanks guys.

Family and friends are the great supporter

My family are my greatest supporter on doing Phd's. My husband is very understanding and he's sacrifice a lot to make my dreams come true. My sons and daugther also understand about my routine. But my youngest son sometimes don't understand why his mother always keep quiet and be in the special room alone every night and forbid them from entering into that room. They understand when i'm saying that i'm going to university. It's lovely to hear my 5th daughter saying " bye mak" and waving her cute hand.
Today i'm having a lunch with my phd clicks Cta, and loving couple Fiza and Azhar we always support each other and we always discuss and express our self and try to overcome the problem together. Next week is out last class and we don't know when we are going to gather again. We really hope that we are going to success in our phd and get our scroll later (target time)

Adaptive Hypermedia Techniques

I'm in my first step to get my Phd. in UKM, Malaysia. Literature Review (LR) is the most important thing to do at the beginning of our research. Through LR we can find any research that've been done by other and it will support our research and also as evidence that the further research have to be done.

Please do not hestitate to contact me if we are in the same area as we can share our LR......