Happy 13th Anniversary, My Beloved Husband

Well today is my anniversary. Actually I forgot aboout it since i'm quite busy preparing for my proposal because i've to present it at the end of this coming June. My husband remind me about our anniversary. I didn't mean to forget...but....what inside my mind right now is my proposal, my research and my phd....as its become the foremost things in my life . I'm soo soory my beloved husband...Happy Anniversary to you and Hope that ALLAH will give us his bless to blooming this marrige forever and ever. Thanks for everything...your encourgement and support especially towards my ambition....

The 1st Rejection

Well today on 12 May 2008. I did finished my concept paper and submited it to my supervisor.....a few hour later I called her and she gave me a comment regarding my CP. I didn't see your focus yet.... She started her words....you still lost and needed a lots of reading....(reading,reading, reading that all i've done and sometime make me information explode).... that's normal for phd. student especially for the begineer like you, she continue...after that she kept on repeating what's should i do and what she expected from me.....She did mention i thought you can do it quickly....., but never mind....can you do it again "This is a magic words and like a spell, I know my CP have been rejected and i've to do it all over again..... I feel blank after a few days I keep isolate my self and just be infront the computer the whole day...luckly my nephew Eri is here and helping me looking at my children....and all i get a REJECTION..... I called my husband and he asked me to be patient and as a beginner and as a student, i've to increased my efforts. tak the first rejection as motivation and challenge....he belived that the others also have a experience of rejection. That's the process of learning. Well since everybody...ask me to take it as a challenge so ... I will do it all over again until it will impressed my supervisor..... Hope the best. ALLAH please help me until i've finished my studies.......

Happy Mother's Day

Last Monday I've received a phone call from my 2nd daughter who stay in boarding school in Pekan, Pahang. I've pick up the phone with lazy voice because i've just come back from Kuantan and the next day i had my exam. So....i feel soo tired. I've call to say Happy mother's day to you. Suddenly i've just relized that no matter what i've to be a mum and must hide my worriedness towards my studies. Then i said thank you to her with happy voice. the next day i've received a pen holder from my 3rd daughter and wish me happy mother's day. She said because i'm a student she bought it and hope that i'will use it during my studies at UKM. Than I did bring to my desk in UKM..... I feels sorry for them because sometimes i've to ignore them for a while because i have a dateline to catch like today, the whole day i kept my self in my room with my computer because i've to submit my concept paper to my supervisor this coming monday......but at a few hours i've to do my duty as their mother. Taking them to the park, cooking and talking with them. I feel like I'm a WONDER WOMEN.....do everything with the fastest time. That's the feeling of sudent mum. To all mother's out there especially student mum. I wish all of u a veryy happy mother's day.... be the best student mum ever.......