Holiday???

Well..a few days more. Chinese New Year is coming..... UKM student's will take their mid term break as well as school holiday for a week. For me...this year is my struggle year and I cannot enjoy a holidays like others....have to produce a paper for journal submission, to do my prototyping and techniques development. I'm in my first stage of it...i've finished with my simple rule based and still continue with my fuzzy rule (in process of NLP).... This coming 3rd and 4th February, I'm going to present my paper at Conference held by UPSI in Casuarina Hotel, Ipoh. Hope Allah will give me strength to do the best. I will write about my experience there.. I still didn't present my proposal yet.....Still waiting and for the mean while I continuing my research.

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

It's not too late for me to wish everybody..... as my progress....spent my time with my family in kuantan for the whole 3 weeks what a day from 8/12 - 29/12 ... right now i'm struggling to finished my paper work to be submitted for in coming seminar in Ipoh. The closing date is this coming 5th January. InsyaAllah I will finish it........(Need ALLAH help for ideas)..... My proposal still in the air? My clicks can breathe at the moment.......they've done their proposal defence..but me until now i'm waiting for my day... I don't understand the management of Phd student here....who say what, when, why? depends to my supervisor, depends to research group leader or depends to PG's Unit? It's means I'm a little bit behind from my clicks.....WHY? I don't know....may be this happend to test me.............one more test?????. I've tried to surf any paperwork but get nothing.... after I get my phd I want to published my paperwork. I want help others to achieve their phd a bit easier.....ha ha ha...(frustration).

By the way today my 4th sons and eldest daughter be in their first day in school, as Standard 1 and form 1 student...Next week will be a little bit busier since every children will be back in school. I'm very happy that everybody my 2 daughter who in pekan and my husband...now with me...don't have to worry about them like a few month ago, where I'm here with my 4 children while my husband in kuantan with my 2 daughter. Now everybody gathered in Bangi...and off course after this I can do my research happily and quickly....Allah Wills.

Credit....don't leave home with it

I've just received the summon letter from a bank because my overdue/miss loan payment. Actually as a student and a fellow i've just get my allowance once in three months. As well a bank procedure, one day late the bank will consider it as miss/late payment...that's happened to me..... I cannot do anything unless wait for my allowance every three months. and i have to face this problem....paying all my loan....and have to pay a high interest because of my overdue payment.....

So... my advise is in case you want to further your study...make sure you're free from any loan to any bank....or don't make too much loan..... otherwise you will end it up like me..........................
luckily my buddy can lend me their money till i get my allowance..Thanks gals I'll really appreciate what you've done...all of you are good buddies until the ends.......................................... Other wise I've to be in a court.......Thanks for saving me from it.

Well this is one of the problem that's have to be facing by phd student like me.....I Really hope that i will finished my phd as soon as possible so i can get paid monthly......

Remember this Credit.....don't leave home with it.

Management of Phd. Student

I've had an accident during my way to Kuantan on the day before Ika's UPSR result. Alhamdulillah everybody is fine....only my Wira.....had to be admitted to its hospital..... and we don't have any transportation....may be have to rent a car since don't know when my wira will be o.k. Ika's got 3A2B..well for me it's fine since at the beginning i've warned her please don't make it C if its A or B its fine with me..I don't want to push my daughter since its only UPSR and her first experience having a huge exam.... Congratulation for my beloved daughter IKA. Happy birthday to her too last 19 Nov. we ve celebrated it...

Back to the topic what i'm trying to tell is about the management of Phd. Student. What and How to manage a phd student? As an adults we should be independence but we cannot make our own decision..what kind of indipendence is that???? until now i don't know the date of my proposal depence? I'm trying to ask my group leader he asked me to ask the leader..i've asked my supervisor but did'nt answer.... and my question is unanswered..lastly my supervisor of pg's tell me what so ever you have to wait for your leader to decide and your supervisor...My supervisor seems soo busy...sometimes i don't know when i can meet her...because sometimes she didn't answer my email or sms......

What say you????
Phd student should dependent, indipendent or guided????

Thank you ALLAH

Alhamdulillah, Thank you ALLAH for giving me strength, health and idea, finishing my proposal...i'm not sure the date of my proposal presentation yet, but....may be next week since my supervisor is in Korea and will coming back to Malaysia next week......Hopefully i done well during my presentation.......Pray to ALLAH.

This coming thursday my daughter, UPSR result is reveal......Pray to Allah that she will get good result..... I will be in Kuantan until a few days before my proposal presentation....

Thanks Allah once more for all the things you've giving me.....Can't wait to be with my second daughter since this is the last week schooling, next week school holiday started......all my kids will be around me.......

proposal

I's busying preparing for my proposal after completing it i sent my first draft to my supervisor..and once more a rejection......well this is my 2nd rejection and I feel that i'm being threated as an undergrads. I'm speechless..... and have to do it all over again in BM. For me it's better since I prefer to write in BM, as a malaysia i'm proud of my language and i'm proud of U Kebangsaan M. Besides that we are lack of BM references.....feeling down again but my phd buddy Cta and Fiza give fully support, advice and have a tiny time to entertain me...thanks guys and my beloved husband...who always support me........ But this blog is still continuing in english since i want everybody from this world be able to read my blog.

All the way finishing my proposal i've a bit bad news my mother is sick and i've already saw her and hope that she is in good condition right now. hopefully that i can bring her home with me...i really miss her.....
i love you mumm......really hope that you can see me as a doctor.